| Sudden urge to explain |
[12 Aug 2007|11:17pm] |
I was looking through my old entries here and I probably posted here just to vent since probably most of my entries were pretty negative. (Usually about the stress of University). However, that was years ago and now I have already graduated and working. So please don't think that I'm an over negative person. (Not that I could stop you)
Although, it seems kind of silly to explain myself, since probably no one will read this and I don't/won't even write in this space anymore. I just feel this need to write this now, after I read through my entries. Ah well, that's how I live my life.
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| karma? |
[02 Oct 2004|03:05am] |
I believe in karma. I was winning at FNM with my pretty fantastic draft deck if I do say so myself. Got up to the finals, but I ended up losing and getting 2nd. I win some packs and open them and 98% of those cards are crap. sigh... karma.
good karma = getting up to FNM finals because I stayed up all night doing my philosophy essay on true goodness
bad karma = getting 2nd and winning super super crappy packs because of not getting any other real work done the rest of the week (ahem, work term report now late 2 weeks in counting... sigh)
aside: mika nakashima is so damn hot. I say this because the LEGEND PV rocks! Although some of her previouis PVs were much hotter, nonetheless, the hotness is still there. LOL!
I gotta sleep, watching a play downtown, it's called Banana Boys, it's about asian-canadians I think. should be alright.
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| No Soul |
[27 Sep 2004|07:59am] |
It's like I have no soul. Or more correctly I've lost it. What happened to me? Things weren't like this before, why is it like this now?
I'm dying... but aren't we all?
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| you know what? |
[22 Sep 2004|01:33am] |
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It's mid-week, it's almost over...
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| ipod owner! |
[26 Aug 2004|08:47pm] |
who's the new owner of a 20GB 4th Gen Ipod!? "YO!" (points to self a la Futurama, if you know how it goes)
I also have 15 dollars in quarters!
Let the good times roll!
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| about an hour |
[27 Apr 2004|07:44am] |
I am going to KILL CSCB09! (hopefully)
I'm not like very very confident... but I think I'll pass. Yes, I'll pass, definitely. errr... let me pass please! (So much for confidence)
I'll be free or dead in 4 hours.
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| give up... |
[27 Apr 2004|12:18am] |
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I want to give up... but I can't... I am caught in between... I feel totally horrible...
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| one more, hopefully |
[26 Apr 2004|10:27pm] |
I died on cscb63, god it was so damn hard it wasn't funny. I didn't answer 35 marks worth of questions... I only only hope that I passed... hopefully some belling up will be used. hopefully.
philosophy was alright, hopefully I got at least a 70. hopefully
cscb09 tommorow morning, last one... it's not the hardest one out of all, but I'm still a little scared. there's so much information to absorb. hopefully I can do it... hopefully
I need to pass... hopefully.
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[25 Apr 2004|09:30pm] |
almost lost my internet connection... which would've been a little bad.
but things are already to the point of desperation... I'm so scared... I might fail... I really don't know how things are going to go... it's going to be so hard... it's so bad right now...
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| panic kicks me in the head |
[24 Apr 2004|11:21pm] |
Oh man... panic just kicked in.
I am so fucked it's not funny... this has been the worst exam period ever and I am going to die so bad... I don't have enough time... not anymore... oh man... fuck fuck fuck.
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| don't go there |
[24 Apr 2004|06:06pm] |
no point in having regrets, because everything you do is what you have decided, so just deal with it and if you die then you die.
loving the c/w song on the new fake? single, praise. It's classic, coincidently that's also the name of the song.
fake? new album out 6.23.04! Can't wait!
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| calc calc calc |
[21 Apr 2004|10:48pm] |
calc exam tommorow and I don't feel very prepared or confident. I really don't know how things will turn out. It's not like I don't know how to do the stuff, it's just that I'm afraid that when the exam comes around, I'll be blank as a piece of white, um blank paper. Hope that doesn't happen.
Anyways, Angel rocked. Conner is back! Well, maybe just for one episode. It was a pretty cool episode too. I feel sorry for Gunn, damn, hope he gets free.
eee... it's getting closer!
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| wonder? |
[21 Apr 2004|01:08am] |
The standard complaining about how I'm scared and how I haven't been studying for my exams kind of entry.
sometimes I wonder when I'll change in this way. I definitely welcome it.
when you think about it, April is practically over and May is just around the corner. I'm looking forward to it. I have my job to look forward to and also my birthday, although usually birthdays aren't that high up on my list (my list of whatevers... I don't know)
But, if you can't think of gifts, two words. ICQ Info! Hehe and of course there's the Electric Blue White Striped Mini Cooper. And a Green IPod Mini.
Gotta live through exams first.
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| radio update |
[15 Apr 2004|12:27pm] |
added a few more songs
some
emi hinouchi (you gotta hear show me what you got just for that one line "save the drama for your mama", hi-larious!)
crystal kay
and also the new fake? single, praise! And I definitely praise it! (grr, lame)
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| hero radio! |
[14 Apr 2004|12:28am] |
I had to get a radio like Charz! Now I have cool songs to share again! Woot!
hero radio! GO!
also, the main page is updated and that's all there is... sigh it would be surprising if I ever finish things.
Exams... god when will I start studying... I really need to get on track tommorow.
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| hyperdot down! |
[11 Apr 2004|02:27am] |
So I guess I'm back here for a while. We renewed hyperdot, but it seems to be gone for the moment, hope it's back up soon. I was working on a new layout and if it's not back up soon, not sure if I'll even put it up. lol.
Anyways, got a haircut today finally! I like it so far, I feel more comfortable with short hair.
Went to see Hellboy with Bowie and her cousins. It was a good night. Had a Toffee Nut Latte at Starbucks. Good stuff.
No plans for tommorow as of yet. Maybe breakfast tommorow. Haven't went out for breakfast on a Sunday in like forever. Haven't went out on a Sunday for a long time period.
New Alias tommorow! Woot! Then I gotta start studying this week. Sigh... I need to get into the mood!
I'm starting to get more and more excited about that job at Honda!
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| wish I was home |
[17 Feb 2004|12:04pm] |
Had to come to school early in the morning, stuck here waiting for my mom to drive me home... I'm fucking bored out of my mind. I could do some work... but really I don't even want to touch anything of the sort.
Plus, I'm damn hungry... I want to fucking go home.
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| tuesday already |
[17 Feb 2004|12:49am] |
Man, Monday just went by like that... what the hell!
Interview was alright, didn't feel too bad about it, but of course lots of room to improve. Next time, next time...
Hardly did much, played a lot of GB that's for sure. Too much.
I was hoping to do something for hyperdot/eric, but as usual nothing happened.
Gotta go to school tommorow to submit another job application... sigh so damn bothersome. I guess I'll try and get some much needed work done... sigh.
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[16 Feb 2004|12:57am] |
Can't believe it's Monday. My Saturday disappeared because of midterms and trust me when I say you go a little crazy after staying at school for 12 hours just because you have 2 midterms that are 8 hours apart.
Sunday was gone just as fast... I guess cause I woke up pretty late. Had dim sum with family and just went home to play some gunbound. Then it was time to go to badminton.
Ate dinner when I got home and watched my recorded episode of The Simpsons and Alias.
Speaking of Alias, goddammit why do I have to wait 3 weeks to see the next new episode... I want it now... well next Sunday! If you saw the preview for next new episode you would have been just like me. Sloane = Sydney's Father WHAT!!? God man I can't wait to see what happens.
I have an interview early tommorow morning... at this moment I'm kinda dreading it... I guess I'm just nervous... hope it goes well and I don't mess up.
Also, I want a girlfriend... or should I say I need one. Sigh... I'm so pathetic... yeah.
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